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| 07:52am 10/01/2006 |
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the best news..
James got cable internet!! :)
I can be online ALL the time now.. haha :) yay! :) |
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| 04:46am 10/01/2006 |
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mood: awake music: silence
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here is it.. 4:45am and I cannot sleep..
go figure! |
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| 01:36pm 05/01/2006 |
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mood:  blank music: Avril Lavigne- Together
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Well.. I'm a little down today.. It has been one year -today- since my Dad died.. *sigh* I am making it I guess.. but I am sad.. I still haven't cried since the funeral.. It's like.. I can't... I wanna go home and crawl in bed.. and die for the day...
Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne
I miss you, miss you so bad I dont forget you o its so sad
I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly
the day you slipped away was the day I found it wont be the same
ooo na na na na na na na
I didnt get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I cant ooooo I hope you can hear me cause I remeber it clearly the day you slippped away was the day that I found it wont be the same oooo
I've had my wake up wont you wake up I keep askin why
and I cant take it it wasnt fake it it happend you passed by now your gone now your gone there you go there you go somwhere I cant bring you back now your gone now your gone there you go there you go somewhere your not comin back
the day you slippped away was the day that I found it wont be the same
the day you slippped away was the day that I found it wont be the same
na na na na na na I miss you
I'll be okay.. I always am.. |
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| 04:47pm 03/01/2006 |
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mood:  flirty music: Madonna- Push
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Well..
I don't have time to post about it right this second, all I will say is this... I didn't even make it to midnight.. Yeah I didn't see the balloons drop or the confetti fall.. I was passed out by 11pm.. and I mean PASSED OUT.. The people at the bar told us we wouldn't make it until midnight and they were right.. those bitches. I did have a fabulous time.. and I will give all the details tomorrow.. but how sad am I? Not fucking making it to midnight.. damn double cherry vodka sours.. they get me everytime. :) |
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| 04:22pm 03/01/2006 |
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mood:  busy music: Madonna- New York
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New hardware! :)
So... what does everyone think?
I know it's small, but I love it.. it's so cute. :)
So..... you like?! :) |
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| 02:17pm 29/12/2005 |
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mood:  guilty music: DHT- Why
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Well..
I don't know if I have much to say.
I mean I have loads and loads to say, but.. I don't know if I can put it into words.
*********NOTE: If you don't like stories of people being drunk.. STOP reading..*********
My life has been one big party since last Thursday.. I left work at like 3:30pm on Thursday and I have been partying since then, every night except Christmas Eve. We have been going to JR's EVERY NIGHT! Christmas night is the biggest blur of all.. Because EVERYONE was out, and when I say everyone I mean my two groups of really close friends, we all got together and hit it to JR's.. We got there at like 7 or 7:30.. and then somehow I went to S4 that night, as well as Woody's and Mickey's.. I passed out in front of Mickey's.. On the fucking concrete at Mickey's... My friend Greg said he thought I died.. That I wouldn't wake up and then it took James to get me up, then James carried me to Greg's in a headlock and I didn't even say a word.. Greg said I was a real trooper. Then the vomit came, of course. It was ALL cherries.. Because well all I drank were cherry vodka sours.. yeah.. Anywho.. we took yellow cab home, my first cab ride and I don't even remember it. That night was wild.. I woke up at 3:30am screaming and crying wondering where the fuck my car was and how the fuck I got home.. So James had to walk me to Greg's to get my car so I'd settle down.. Good thing it's like a 10 minute walk.. We were still highly intoxicated, so imagine 2 drunks walking at 3:30am down Oaklawn, and me bawling.. But then.. We got to my car and we got the keys from Greg and I was fine.. I was just too drunk for words.. Christopher & Brandon said they got really trashed too, and they lost me and were wondering where the hell I had gone. I don't even remember leaving JR's must less looking for them, whatever.. Sorry boys. And like James was STUPID drunk, supposedly he pushed Charley because Charley was trying to talk to me and get me away from James for a minute.. and I guess James just wasn't having that. I find it amusing, Charley however; does not.. So it has started this big ordeal.. whatever.. Seriously. I don't know.. I do know that James and I have been doing some crazy ass shit.. but I am honestly having the time of my life. This is what being my age in the city is all about. Being wild & crazy! :) I just need to be a bit safer.. I am currently working on that.. I have just been putting myself in these positions to where I could get hurt pretty bad or.. go to jail.. and I'm not prepared for jail..Even tho I hear all these faba things like, you get new jewelry [cuffs], you get pink boxers, you get a view of downtown [that is if you go to uncle lou], you get a great night[s] sleep... See none of that sounds appealing to me. So.. I'm gonna run along and start playing nicer and smarter. :)
Anywho.. So I saw Brokeback Mountain on Tuesday. It was SO good.. I got really choked up.. but couldn't cry because I was at Magnolia Theater and it was SO packed.. so.. I felt like everyone was looking at everyone so I held back my tears, but.. it was good and sweet.. and if you haven't seen it and you are remotely interested, I assure you it is worth it.
I feel tired.. and worn out.. My lack of sleep this past week.. I am having movie night with James tonight so at least we're not going out.. I don't think I could handle it..Seriously.. I might really die this time, haha. It's not funny I know, but hell what else am I suppose to do, cry? NO!
So.. my plans for New Year's Eve are still undecided.. what is everyone doing!? I need some ideas to make this New Year's Eve POPPING! :) If James and Greg have any say in it then it'll be filled with EVERCLEAR or VODKA.. damn alcoholics :) So.. now I just need to get ALL my close friends together.. shit.. hope there is no pushing, hahahaha :) |
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| 02:19pm 15/12/2005 |
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mood: dirty music: Kelly Clarkson- [not sure the name of it..]
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where is everyone?
I feel like no one is posting, biatches! :) |
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| 03:14pm 13/12/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: Madonna- the whole fucking CD....
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I am FUCKING stressed out..
I'm reading everyones journal and I see how everyone is stressed about finals and all that.. I wish I was fucking stressed about finals... blah.. [no offence to anyone that is stressed about finals, I'm just being pissy...]
I have NO money... I now have three jobs and still I have NO money.. So what is wrong with me you ask.. I try to live the fucking lavish life style thinking I can go out every week and still make it.. I want to scream, yell and pull my fucking hair out.. I only get paid once per month from my full time job, and Fossil only gives me like 2 days a fucking week, WHEN THEY PROMISED ME THAT I WOULD GET ATLEAST 20 hours.. not fucking 8.. ugh... *sigh*.. And now I will start at Supercuts on Friday and Wendy, my new manager, told me that I WILL get 20-25 hours.. Lets see if she keeps her word.. I just... I am sad and torn and ugh.. I mean I know the reason I don't have money and it's because I spent SO fucking freely because my company told us they would give us a $500 Christmas bonus.. and now we're not getting it.. SO I spent and spent and spent thinking oh it's cool I am getting $500.. and now I'm not.. There goes my Christmas spirit......
fuck it....
Anyone wanna let me borrow some cash? :| |
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| Christmas Partaaaay! |
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| 04:36pm 12/12/2005 |
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mood:  giddy music: Madonna- Hung Up
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So.. I went to the Supercuts Christmas party last night with James, I was his date, how cute.. me attracting MORE fags..
Anywho.. Oh yeah.. if I didn't tell ya'll I got a 3rd job, I am now one of the receptionist for Supercuts on Lemmon and Knight in Dallas..[right in the heart of Oaklawn] So that means FREE hair cuts, FREE coloring, FREE waxing... yeah you name it and it has become FREE fah me!!! :) For reall real, not for play play!! [if you have ever watched Drawn Together you should get that.]
Anywho, so we looked real HOT and stuff, I shall be getting pictures back from the party very quickly and I shall share. :) My hair was SO fierce! :) James cut it on Friday so it's all layered and what not, like ALOT, and he flat ironed it and flipped it ALL out on the ends, it was AWESOME, I got so many compliments, and to get compliments from other hair stylists is VERY good, I was quite impressed. :) We had drinks, of course.. It was at Maggianos Italian Restaurant in the Plano/Addison area.. It was really nice, I have been to the one at North Park Mall, but not the actual one.. It was yummy. :) Anywho.. I do have a picture of Christopher and Brandon from the driversselect Christmas party which was Saturday, and they look HOT!
I think I have nothing else to say.. ha.. So I shall leave you with some HOT boys :)
I'll post about the bad shit that is happening tomorrow.. Today I want to remain a good day.. :| |
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| 03:44pm 09/12/2005 |
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mood:  excited music: Madonna- Sorry
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So this is what James and I look like after a few drinks. :)
welll... maybe a few more than a few.. fucking Everclear! :)
Also.. this is the master behind my pink hair :)
I am going shopping tonight with James and Greg.. we're going to Allen to those outlets, yummy.. Fossil outlet here I comeeeee.. ekkkkk! :) |
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| 08:54am 08/12/2005 |
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mood: discontent music: Kelly Clarkson- Because Of You
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so.. guess who crashed?
Yep.. ME!
But it wasn't from ice on the road, it was from ice on my back windshield.. and you know the worst part, all I wanted to do was get a fucking Chipotle burrito.. that's it.. a fucking burrito... Anywho so I hit this guy who has an Acura, yeah.. it's gonna be insanely expensive.. He was so cool tho, and HOT.. not that I should be thinking about him being hot since my door is bashed in, I can't roll down my window.. my door doesn't shut all the way so I get alot of draft.. umm.. Do I need to continue? Anyways.. here is the scoop. I was on Douglas in Dallas [for those of you who know where that is] it happens to be a one way street with 3 lanes and I wanted to turn into Burger King so that I could get back on Lemmon and book it to Chipotle.. So.. my back window was icedddd over, and.. I guess I just didn't know that it was iced over, so I looked out my back window and couldn't see anything coming, so.. I turned, and someone well.. was there.. and he hit me.. HIT ME!!! I freaked out, like OMG.. and James was like oh shit, pull over girl pull over, so we went up a street and pulled over and this guy did too, his name is Greg. He gets out and I am like I am so sorry and he's like me too, but it's cool don't worry about it, lets just exchange insurance and we will be fine. So.. we are there on the side of the road just chilling, and then this Trail Blazer pulls up with some girl and a fucking QUEEN, yes QUEEN!!! And this "queen" is all like move out my fucking way we want to turn, and Greg was like we were just in an accident, we're not moving, well this queen starts running her mouth.. Well.. James WILL NOT HAVE that! He starts going off, like fuck you bitch, and the "queen" goes bitch move or I will KILL you.. [did anyone catch the violence, all they needed to do was turn, do we really kill someone over turning a corner? seriously.] And that sent James OVER the edge.. OVER.. He starts screaming, bitch you better kill me cause if you don't I will come through that car, and they are screaming, cussing, and here I am being very calm going ya'll shut up.. So.. picture it.. you got three fags yelling at each other, one girl throwing attitude and then me... just trying to get everyone to SHUT UP! I seriously was so calm, I didn't cry, I didn't freak out.. nothing.. I just kinda laughed and got all the information I needed.. Then that Greg guy told them, hey bitches if you'd look harder you can turn, you can fucking make it, so fuck off, and then they made the turn and were gone.. and Greg was all like ya'll get in my car where it's warm and we will finish getting the information, so.. We got in sat down, chatted for a bit.. Then we got all the info and we were leaving, he gets out of the car and gives me a hug and tells James and I that we need to come and hang out with him.. Okay hold up.. I just had a wreck with the person and he is inviting James and I to "hang".. Seriously, I love fags, haha :) So yeah, I was still calm and James and I drive away and I start getting a bit sad and James is like girl, you okay.. and then Christopher calls and he was all did you pick up the hot coco.. I was like umm.. I was just in a car accident, and he goes oh so you didn't pick it up.. I was so bothered by that comment, so I was like NO I didn't.. He was like okay, well I'll get it, see ya at the house.. My friends, god.. we just try and look ALL around the bad.. love that.
*****TIME OUT!!
I just got a call from my Mommy.. My Mom's husband was in a car accident this morning.. god.. now they are in the hospital.. great.... it's his birthday.. *sigh* why me and my family? :|*****
Back to my story, so we drive to the store to cash in some change and then.. off to CHIPOTLE.. where we get free burriots and guac & chips.. We drop off James' meds to get filled at Walgreens, then we hit Goody's because I was going to need some Everclear to get through my night without killing mself.. ha.. I dropped James off at his house and off to Christopher, Brandon and Charley's. I get there and I am ready to GRUB! I get some tropical punch kool-aide a plate, rip open my burrito and start GRUBBING.. well.. then I knocked the fucking kool-aide off the table and RED shit GOES EVERYWHERE all over their WHITE carpet.. I fucking LOST it. When I say lost it, I mean I started screaming, crying, cussing, throwing shit.. I lost it, I got a towel and started trying to clean it up.. finally I was just like can someone help me, Charley cleaned it all up while I cried, layed on the fucking floor and bawled my eyes out, I cried for about 15 minutes without stopping.. Finally Brandon just started bitching at me, then he grabbed me and said I fucking love you, shut up.. and I laughed. :) Well.. then I decided to leave and go back to James' and get my DRINK on.. Well.. we were there just talking and I was crying and shit, you know being SAD. heh.. Then people show up, and that was awesome.. Brandon, Justin and Greg show up. [Brandon works at Cafe Brazil, Justin is Brandon's boyfriend and Greg is James' bestfriend.] They show up, and it's about 9:30, maybe 10:00pm, if it is even that late.. Anywho, we start getting our drink onnnnnnn. Needless to say.. We drink and drink and drink, Brandon and Justin go home, TRASHED.. which was so stupid for them to drive since it was ICEY outside.. and it was like 2am.. So then Greg, James and I crash out.. and it's all a blur. ha :)
Anywho.. I am pretty okay about everything that has happened..Now I am worried about Tommy, cause my Mommy seemed pretty upset. She called and she was like are you okay, because I didn't want to tell them because I thought they would be very mad at me, anyways, I was like yeah.. and she said well Tommy had an accident, and I said yeah me too, and she said I knew it.. And she was so sweet and caring, I love my mommy, and I really miss her...
Well everyone hope that my car and my life gets better..
I'm going out to S4 tonight, everyone who lives near Dallas should come and see me and my fabulous friends.
21+ in free until 11pm, $5 after that, 18 and up $10 all night! :) |
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| 12:30pm 30/11/2005 |
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mood:  drained music: Gavin! :)
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well..
I got some new hair.. :) Well new hair color, haha :)
ummmm. My new found lovely lovely friend James did it, James is FIERCE! :) He actually has his hair licenses unlike Brandon, haha :)
Anywho.. it's a bit much and this camera phone really isn't getting good pics.. but.. what do you think?
This is my favorite one, I LOVE the texture and what not.
Back view :)
HEYYY it's me :)
SO.. I have a bunch of different colors.. Magenta which I picked, go figure, copper, blonde and then a shadow underneath, it's alot darker than it use to be underneath.. James said he was going for a shadow look, yeahhhhhh.. cause I understand that hair talk, ha!
I had some really bad shit happen to me last night.. First and foremost DO NOT DRINK EVERCLEAR WHEN YOU HAVE TO GO TO WORK THE NEXT DAY!! [2 jobs at that]
So.. James and I start getting our drink on while he is doing my hair, and we're all cool well.. then Greg made us down the last of our drinks when we were done with my hair.. and then we were off to black eyed pea to show Christopher, Brandon and Charley.. They saw, Brandon read of course because god forbid someone other than him do my hair and make it look good, haha :) Christopher & Charley loved it and that made me happy. Then it was to Kroger and wow.. Kroger got really really blurry really fast.. I don't know how we made it back alive.. And then some other people showed up at Greg's house.. [oh yah Greg is James' bestfriend] so.. a bartender just happened to be there and it was LEMON DROPS for everyone :) So James and I had about 2-3 Lemon drops and wow.. they weren't just shots they were full on glasses.. so.. I kept getting text after text from Christopher & Brandon saying come over come over we have a surprise for you, so I talked James into driving me over there.. That was a BAD idea.. BAD.... very bad.. Well we promised Greg that we would be back in 10 minutes since they only live about 1 minute away from each other.. Well.. we got there, don't know how but we did.. Well suddenly we just got stupid drunk.. We were just laying on their living room floor, they were laughing at us so hard, Christopher was taking pictures and videos of us with his phone.. Then we just had to go.. and I have no clue how James got us back.. It's all a blur to me.. Anyways we get to Greg's and everyone is headed to Cafe Brazil.. it's about midnight at this time.. So they talk us into going to Cafe Brazil and off we go.. drunk, falling down, laughing, being LOUD.. it was insane. anywho we get there we order we eat we leave.. James and I run back to Greg's literally RUN, and we hear my horn going off [it does this from time to time.] and we get to the car and these guys are like basically trying to break in.. and we got there just in time. And we're like dude, fuck you get away! And we speed off :) hehe.. Anywho.. I thought I was real clever driving us, what's that all about. ha :) Anywho we get to James' apartment and.. we change clothes [well strip haha] and go to bed... well James has a futon[sp??] and.. it's little so my fat ass isn't loving it.. anywho.. I fell asleep finally after hearing James snore for like 15 minutes, Anywho I fell asleep for about 30 minutes.. then I woke up and went to the bathroom and James moved and was now in my spot where I was lying... I TRIED AND TRIED AND TRIED to wake that bitch up, to move him, something.. ugh.. Needless to say that is when I decided to just go home and get into my bed.. this was around 1:30am. So off I go home, drunk as hell, STILL.. don't ask how I made it.. just don't... and don't talk shit about me for driving either.. cause it was something I had to do.. anywho.. So I get home and OF COURSE there is NO parking what so ever.. so.. I see a bunch of cars parked in the fire lane, so I say hey what the hell, people do this like every night so.. what does Kelly do? yep she parks there, haha...another BAD IDEA.. So I finally get to bed about 2:30am.. and I am a worry wart.. so at 4:37am I wake up to see if my car is still okay.. and guess what, that bitch was GONE.. yep you read right, GONE.. so.. I have to make sure, so I put clothes on, run out my door and hit the fucking concrete.. Busted both my knees up and my right ankle.. blood everywhere.. just to confirm that my car was gone.. So I go back inside not even caring about my knees or the blood and I call the tow truck place to see if they took my car, sure enough they did.. so.. I start crying, not just crying but bawling.. I call Charley, then James and no one answers, I thought Charley might since I knew he had to be at work at 4:45am.. Then I called my Mommy cause I knew she'd be up, and I cried to her and everything, needless to say the tow truck guy said it would be $125 to get it out and all this other bullshit, long story short I call my friend Erin at 5am, she comes and gets me, takes me to the ATM, then to the tow truck place, we rescue my car and off to home I go.. Anywho.. I am running on about 2 hours of good sleep.. and I called into Fossil cause I knew I couldn't handle it.. and it looks like I'm going to hang out with James again tonight.. Damn bad influence gemini! :)
Get this tho... after all that bad stuff, I am in such a GREAT mood today. I rule :) |
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| 08:41am 29/11/2005 |
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dude.......
am I the only person that heard about that girl in Canada that died after she kissed her boyfriend who had just eaten peanut butter.. wtf? I wonder how that boy feels.. |
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| 12:56pm 21/11/2005 |
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mood: sore music: Lifehouse- Photograph
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Okay so.. if everyone doesn't know by now I have a 2nd job at Fossil.. And.. Well.. I bought a new watch and I didn't have much time to pick it out. So at first I was like ohhh I love it.. because it's flashy, well the more and more that I have looked it over I feel like it is very country feeling.. And I don't like it as much because it is harder to see the diamonds and such.. So.. I want everyone to tell me what they think..
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| 04:10pm 10/11/2005 |
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"There is officially a ban on gay marriage in the state of texas"
I hate people.. and I hate Texas..
What happened to freedom? Close minded people, it makes me ill, it makes me wanna punch people... blah
I want a shirt that says.. "FREE THE GAYS!!!" |
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| 09:53am 03/11/2005 |
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Okay so if someone that you loved very much but you had to leave them and they were really hurt by this.. and you only talk to them every couple of months, and then you talk to them one day and they are just mean to you and they tell you to listen to these lyrics, what would you think it meant? Please someone tell me because I am confused and hurt and.. just *sigh* confused...
First Day Of My Life
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
Their spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said "this is the first day of my life
I'm glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy"
So if you want to be with me
With these things there's no telling
We just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Then waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
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| For Dez!!! |
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| 12:51pm 31/10/2005 |
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mood: sore music: DJ Irene-Rock Out With Your Cock Out
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As Samantha [Kim Cattrall] from Sex and the City would say:
Mind blowing sex, just mind blowing! |
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| KILL ME! |
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| 04:20pm 21/10/2005 |
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Kelly
Birthday: 05-27-1985
Birthplace: Corsicana, TX
Current Location: Irving, TX
Eye Color: Green/Blue
Hair Color: brown, blonde, and some reds
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Hell if I know. I think my daddy is lost somewhere.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Black flip flops with diamonds on them.
Your Weakness: Curve cologne
Your Fears: looking into the microwave, it'll make you go blind.
Your Perfect Pizza: veggies and cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I think that has already been smashed to the ground, thank you Todd Berther.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hahahah"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Shit, I'm late
Your Best Physical Feature: My hair, it flips and curls naturally, the way some girls spend hours trying.
Your Bedtime: I think my age is really 45, I try to be in bed no later than 11:30. eekk, I never thought I would say that.
Your Most Missed Memory: My mommy, I never see her.
Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's.
Single or Group Dates: Single dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LUIZANNE
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: I think we all know this answer.
Do you Swear: like a sailor.
Do you Sing: Very loudly.
Do you Shower Daily: yes, I cannot step out of the house without a shower.
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: yes..........:(
Do you want to get Married: Someday.
Do you belive in yourself: Finally.
Do you get Motion Sickness: depends
Do you think you are Attractive: depends on the day and what I am wearing.
Are you a Health Freak: I was for like half a day.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yes, no that I have moved far far away! ha.
Do you like Thunderstorms: not that much.
Do you play an Instrument: me? please, haha.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: ?
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no? i don't think i have?
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes, I lovvveee sushi, if you people live around the Dallas area there is a place called Steel [off of Oaklawn and Rawlins] and on Wednesday's they have a happy hour with FREE ALL YOU CAN EAT sushi! It's the best!!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: no
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: fuck no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: NO!
Ever been Drunk: Yeah.
Ever been called a Tease: Yeah
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Yes, my friends was AMY the clepto
How do you want to Die: instantly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: your daddy.
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: light colors, light blues and green and light browns
Favourite Hair Color: brown, or black.
Short or Long Hair: i like both short and long, it just can't be longer or anywhere close to mine.
Height: Taller than me.
Weight: I don't really care that much.
Best Clothing Style: Original
Number of Drugs I have taken: well since my boyfriend is a RECOVERED druggie, then ya know?
Number of CDs I own: who cares, I own 0. haha, but the robbers own alot.
Number of Piercings: not too many
Number of Tattoos: not too many
Number of things in my Past I Regret: uh. 5? Who cares really, that's why it is called THE PAST, unless you have killed someone, that's a different story. |
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| mini cheeseburgers |
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| 01:15pm 21/10/2005 |
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mood:  aggravated music: NOTHING!
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I want to go to Krystal's.
I love that place man, those cheeseburgers, mmm, nothing compares.. [to you.]
So the next two days are going to be pretty packed for me.
Tonight it's Zach, after that it's Erin's. Then tomorrow it's studio movie grill in the afternoon and DJ Irene at night, wooo hooo! So that means I'm up til 4 or 5 am, blah.
Then I guess it's time with David on Sunday, if he's off, I can't remember. Mother Nature just isn't liking me right now which sucks. I hate this. I want to get on the shot.. but then I risk ever having children. What to do, what to do?
I am so bored I could pull my hair out by the clumps.
GOD! |
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| cock it and pull it |
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| 01:23pm 20/10/2005 |
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mood: uncomfortable music: in my head I am listening to Fall Out Boy
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My life is such a drag these days.
I do the same thing everyday.
Get up, go to work, come home, sleep.
I want something exciting.
Get up, kiss my wonderful *insert* husband/boyfriend, go to work, come home, fuck my *insert* for hours, then fall asleep.
See how much better that sounds, hahah!
I don't know I just remember when my life was exciting, but now it sucks.. I see the same old people day in and day out. I watch the same old movies day in and day out.
What can I do to jazz it up a bit?
On a lighter note..
I get to see Zach on Friday, he is coming over for candle lit dinner, candle lights and chicken nuggets, that's my kind of boring dinner. See that just leads right back to problem number one, my boring life. But hey, Zach and I can get pretty wild.
So the most excitement I have had in like 3 weeks is finding out all the people being fired at my former job, does anyone see the problem in that other than myself. I said former job, I don't even work there anymore and I am still curious, good thing Christopher does. :)
I need to color my hair, it's looking shitty. I also need new clothes, they too are looking shitty. But I get paid soon, a big pay check too, yummy, except for it's for the WHOLE month. :(
So I have been doing this accounting stuff for a while now. I think that I want to become a CPA. I know it sounds crazy, but it interests me. I can say that my math skills have improved, so.. I have decided that once I get up on my feet and I start getting use to monthly paychecks I am going to start night school, maybe not full time, but atleast two classes a week. I want to be in school, I do, trust me. It's just hasn't been possible. *sigh* I won't be a bum for the rest of my life if I can help it. :D
I just feel like bitching. When am I going to get laid? I have a boyfriend, but.. I just don't think I am getting what I want.. Maybe that's why I am so miserable. *sigh* I am just use to better, sadly to say that, but it's true. I hate to ask this but.. what can I do to spice up our sex life? I mean my boyfriend was born to smoke weed and have sex. So why do I hate it so much?
*sigh* I'm just ready for the day to be done so I can get in my boring car, go to my boring house, and watch Desperate Housewives, the only thing that makes me happy. [not really, but it sounds good. haha]
How does one spice up their life? |
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| <=Sex on wheels=> |
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| 09:34am 18/10/2005 |
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I forgot to mention that my FAVORITE DJ is going to be here Saturday.
DJ Irene is going to be at Lizard Lounge on Saturday October 22, 2005.
WOOOOO HOOOOOO!
I WILL be there!
If I were a lesbian, I would SO do her. :P And not because she's hot, but because she is awesome! :) |
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| 2 more days until glory. |
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| 08:59am 18/10/2005 |
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Okay..
So my piece of shit [you'll understand this comment later] boyfriend turns 25 on Thursday. [yes I said 25]
He is the biggest movie/gamer I have ever met.. [well besides Cassie & Kevin who play 24-7] He plays games so much I want to vomit. He has spent his last 4 checks on getting that fucking XBOX 360. He went without eating for this damn XBOX 360.. Can anyone tell me what is wrong with this?
Anywho.
I need to get him a gift.. what should I get, oh.. there is a catch. I AM POOR. [The reason I am poor is because I got a new job that only pays monthly, so I have been working here since 10-3 and I don't get paid until 11-1, what a fucking blah.] It's not like I can get him a stripper or antyhing, he lives with his Mommy [Another POS quality]. So..
I need HELP, I need alot of HELP.
Someone please tell me what I should get him. PLEASE!
Okay I am awaiting ideas. |
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| I've been thinking! |
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| 08:12am 12/10/2005 |
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I think that everyone should do like a "what's been going on with me latley" entry.
Cause I am behind and I need to know everything that has been happening lately.
*sings*
"Can you feel me in"
You peeps RULE!
I -almost- miss Corsicana.... maybe not. ha! |
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| Since you’ve been gone… |
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| 04:29pm 10/10/2005 |
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mood:  bitchy music: none
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Okay so I haven’t seen or talking to most of you in about 2 years now. J
So… I have decided to brief everyone on my life over the past two years.
As everyone knows September 2003, I met Christopher and moved away, a lot of you have probably heard a lot about Christopher and how he is HORRIBLE.. Anyone who thinks he is horrible can go and suck a cow, cause he rules! Okay so I moved in with Christopher and everything was GRAND. I, like most of the people from Corsicana High School fell hard into the drug world, while still maintaining a job, and money, which most of them did not. So points for me woohoo. [Not really but hey, I gotta look at some bright side right?] Anyways so while all the drugs and all the parties and all the nonsense, Brandon came into the picture. Brandon is one of the most BEAUTIFUL people in the world, I saw him for the first time and I said, oh my god, you are the hottest person I have EVER seen. Well since I said he was hot that automatically makes him GAY. Well, he and Christopher hooked up as they had many years prior.. Well they of course hooked up in October 2003, by April 2004 he was living with us. So there is was one big happy family, Kelly, Christopher & Brandon. Well.. Brandon being SO much like myself, we fought ALL the time, and well if you’ve ever fought with me then you know what it’s like. So.. time went on and I began to get more and more angry about Brandon living with us, yes he went to hair school and yes he did my hair for FREE, but that didn’t make up for the fact that he had taken my best friend from me. Needless to say September came again and it was time to move. So.. what did we all do. We got separate apartments. They moved into a 1 bedroom and I moved into a one bedroom. We of course stayed in the same complex and just lived on opposite sides of the building. J [year 1 complete]
Well.. I moved into my new apartment with the help of Charley, which Charley is Christopher and Brandon’s bestfriend, Charley was also a manager at the Starbucks in Ennis for a while. Charley and I hit it off great from the moment we met which that was when I still lived in Ennis, I met Charley and Christopher at the same time. Anyways, we all moved in our apts on October 1, 2004. Christopher was still working for the infamous Saltgrass Steak House, THE BEST! [Right Zach?] On October 12th, a guy from Blockbuster [where I was still working L] came over to my house to watch a movie, his name is David. David and I hated each other for as long as I had worked at Blockbuster, he was SATAN, the meanest person I had ever met, imagine that he would be coming to my house to hang with me.. I am still just as stupid as I use to be. J Anyways. David and I of course hit it off, if you know what I mean. So we did a lot of hanging out. So I lived happily ever after in my little apartment by myself for a while, I would of course go and visit Christopher & Brandon almost everyday. Christopher got this offer from a guy that worked at a company called driversselect. So.. he decided to check it out. So low and behold Christopher quit Saltgrass and went to work for a dealership.. eeeekk.. Needless to say 5 months later I too began working for that dealership. I did accounts payable and receivable for the dealership, even worked in the corporate office, which was in uptown Dallas off of Oaklawn and Lee Parkway. To make a long year short, in June 2005 Christopher, Brandon, Charley and I went to Kerrville to this hippie fest, the words hippie fest in itself should tell you people everything. Well.. we did some really fucked up shit and Christopher & I found ourselves freaking out.. We were staying for the weekend and Charley and Brandon were going to stay another day, so they were leaving on Monday.. Well while we were there something happened and Christopher & Brandon had some conflict. We left Sunday morning in a frenzy. Needless to say Brandon left Christopher that following week and moved to Austin, I knew that when I found that out, that it had just turned into the worst week ever. I came home from Kerrville to find my apartment was robbed, everything was stolen. That was a Monday, that Friday I found my downstairs neighbor dead in her apartment, she had od’d. Then Brandon moved and shit was hitting the roof. Christopher & I stopped talking, Charley and I stopped talking it was all mess and everything BAD kept happening to me. I don’t know what happened but it all turned around. Everything started going good, Brandon moved back just two months later, Charley and I started talking as well as Christopher and I. Then on September 27th.. I was fired from driversselect. If anyone has been fired before they will understand. I cried. Not just cried but whaled. My heart was broken, I was moving to a new apartment WAY away from Christopher & Brandon, I was just dieing. Anywho I set out for a new job that following day and I was employed on Friday September 30th. Which is where I am now at Industrial Equipment Company. I do accounts receivable and shipping and receiving. It’s okay.. it has NO drama what so ever, and I like drama we all know that. Anywho.. David and I are still together, yelling, screaming and fighting with each other as usual. Ummmmmmm. I think that is everything that has happened that I can think of for now, soooooooo… yeah.. what you think? |
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| 01:43pm 07/10/2005 |
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mood:  amused music: cars driving by outisde
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And she's back!
Well....
I thought I would make an apperance here.
I kinda miss my journal.
So.. does everyone miss me or what? :)
Anyways I cannot think of much to bitch about at this moment, but hey.. I'm sure I will think of something SOON.
Everyone keep a look out for the next entry. It should be a good one. |
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| 10:59am 04/03/2004 |
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So fill this out about me folks!
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. Am I lovable?
3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Do you think I could kill someone?
17. Describe me in one word:
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you? |
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| 01:07pm 19/02/2004 |
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mood:  happy music: Happy People- static Revenger
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Work..
Work..
Work..
and.. that's about it.
I'm doing good.. if that means paying the bills and working my ass off.. heh..
I miss my mommy and my friends.. or lack of friends rather.
I have my two lovers, and that's not all I need, hehehe..
Christopher's birthday is coming up. What's a girl to get?
Valentine's Day sucked hardcore and I lost a friend that day.. and..I made two lovers smile that night.. Club One was stupid/yet fun that night and.. my backseat rocked that night as well.. and I felt scared that night, and.. I touched someone.. deeply.. and I loved that night.
I guess I'm finally... happy...
Time for tea! |
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